Amy Winehouse is in bad shape. The Sun reports she is currently holed up inside a $6,000-a-night suite at the Four Seasons, is unable to eat and is vomiting constantly. A doctor has been sent to see her, and a shrink is supposed to be going in to visit her today (maybe he should bring Father Marin with him). Meanwhile, Amy continues rambling about how she thinks she's doomed. Says a friend of the family:
Amy has told her mum she is often suicidal and she knows she will die young. Janis and the rest of the family persuaded Amy to go to the hotel to recover after her overdose. They hope that by getting her out of the scene around Camden she will be able to see what she is doing to herself. But Amy is determined that she will NOT go to rehab. She has no idea how close she came to dying. She has barely eaten anything and keeps being sick. She is in an incredibly fragile state, both physically and mentally.
Mostly mentally it sounds like. And being married to this Blake Civil-Fielder character isn't helping. According to the Sun, Amy's overdose was brought about by a combination of Ecstasy, cocaine, Ketamine (a horse tranquilizer), heroin (smoked, not injected), whiskey and vodka - all enjoyed in the presence of Mr. Civil-Fielder, and with his blessing and participation. So now we know why Amy married the guy - he's a total enabler. If her family really care about her, they'll tell this fucker to take a hike. But they probably think he's a great guy. I wonder how much he's enjoying married life now that his bride is pretty much a 24-hour-a-day puke-machine. This whole thing is really just sick and revolting. Amy needs to either do herself in or grow up and get on with life. This "I'm going to die young" shit is just a complex. She thinks everyone in her life has done something horrible to her and this is her way of making them feel guilty. "I'll show you," is what she's thinking to herself deep down. She's immensely self-absorbed.
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