Nikki Blonsky says she "lives every day in pain" since that airport brawl her and father got into with model Bianca Golden and her mother. "The hardest part for me is to see my parents walk around in severe upset and sadness," Blonsky said. That's what drugs are for, honey. Oh, but wait - you already have a drug. Food. And you're overdosing from the looks of it. Gosh, sorry you and your father are a couple of white trash losers who can't keep their shit together. Bad genes - not your fault I guess.